Friday, January 16, 2015

People of Pakistan




I am a Pakistani-American. Although I was born and raised in the United States, my parents have worked hard to maintain our Pakistani culture. I would like to think that I've experienced as much of the culture as possible, while living on a different continent.

Every three years or so, I am given the opportunity to travel to Pakistan and visit family. On my latest trip, my family took a week traveling into the Karakoram mountain range, where I took the pictures above. The first shows a boy offering horse rides for a small fee near a body of water, and the second is a construction worker taking a break from working on developing roads through the mountains. When I mention the beautiful glaciers and mountains of Pakistan, people are often amazed. My description of the land rarely matches the desert-like images shown in the news.

While I was in Pakistan, I attended an art festival featuring products and traditions from many of the country's regions. The artists behind the work absolutely fascinated me. Using low-tech tools, many artisans sat working all day while befriending all who walked past.

These are a few of the resulting photographs:




Sunday, January 11, 2015

A Sonnet

Dream of an Insomniac

Tossing, turning, and I awake again.
All I can hear is a whispering clock.
Fifteen minutes since I last woke: tick tock.
At night a bat, then bird at day begin.
Rather than sleep, I read, which are akin.
If only someone was around to talk
About these sleepless nights, my mental block
Keeping me alert, again, again.

Dreadful insomnia remains a pain
Easily repaired by a night of sleep.
Until then I wait to dream of a train
To take me far away where I will keep
Memories and sympathy in my mind
For those whose problems I have left behind.

Friday, January 9, 2015

Photography Friday

Sophomore year of high school, I took a manual photography class. I'd always loved photography, but the class taught me that the art consists of so much more than just pointing a camera. After completing a roll of film for an assignment, I was able to develop my film in a dusty darkroom built in a school bathroom. As I slowly learned techniques for printing photographs, I decided the art of photography (to me, at least) lies in the editing process. I find editing to be especially important when, as a good friend says, "any Johnny can grab a DSLR and call himself a photographer."

Because of that class, I have a profound love of black and white photos. To me, the darkest part of any photo should be black and gradually become lighter.

This is the first picture I printed.


A few years later, and a lot more art theory under my belt, I would not repeat this picture. But, hey, it looks pretty cool.

Wednesday, January 7, 2015

“What's your favorite…” Q&A - Part 1

While deliberating as to what to use this blog for, I came across these 50 Questions to Get to Know Someone. For me, personally, this blog is a way to see my thoughts in order to better understand the way my mind works. As an aspiring writer and proud owner of an anxiety disorder, what better way to learn about myself than to answer creative questions posted on a humor website?

I suppose I'll just start from the top of the list and finish it...when I finish it.

1.  What was your favorite food when you were a child?

Sushi has been my favorite food for as long as I can remember. I lived in Hawaii for a short time when I was young, and, naturally, acquired a taste for raw fish. My dad likes to tell people (proudly) about a temper tantrum I threw in an Alabama supermarket when he wouldn't buy me raw fish.

Today, when asked which one food I would most like to be served for every meal of the rest of my life, my answer remains the same--sushi. Think about it. Sometimes you could eat only the rice, and other times only the fish. The combinations of sushi ingredients are endless. Well, maybe not endless, but sushi would be incredibly more palatable over a long period of time than any other foods.

Not a fan of healthy food? Try fried sushi! It's delicious, trust me.

2.  What's the #1 most played song on your iPod?

We Didn't Start the Fire - Billy Joel

...also known as my hiccup song. When I get the hiccups, I sing the song as fast as I can without breathing in order to get rid of them. Does it work? No clue. Is it fun? Absolutely.

Fun fact: I know all the words to the song. Beat that.


To be continued...

Monday, January 5, 2015

Love, and Be Silent

This is the first of many poems I hope to share with the public. I was inspired to write this after reading the quote "Love, and be silent" by Ophelia in Shakespeare's King Lear. Full disclosure: I do not like Shakespeare. Before people start jumping at me, I still appreciate his work. Without further ado, I present "Love, and Be Silent."

To tell you would be a lie
Of which I’ve spoken too many.
So to you I bite my tongue 
As the words fly through my mind,
“I love you.”

I can state it over and over,
Not carrying one bit
What you decide to believe
About what I say.

I know “love” is the truth to me—
Though the words are simple—
Above my ordered web of lies.

So I will continue to love
Without bounds, without speech—

Love, and be silent.

If you've read King Lear, you may notice that I took some creative liberty in the characterization of Ophelia. Throughout high school, English teachers constantly told me that the only innocent beings in literature are the children. Because Ophelia is by no means a child--her father is willing to entrust her with a part of his kingdom, and she is to be married--I cannot see her as an innocent character, hence the "web of lies" I choose her to create.


Questions? Comments? Critiques? Please share!

Saturday, January 3, 2015

A New Year

Before entering 2015, I set some goals for myself. Cheesy, yes, but I am determined to follow through with my plans. My overall goal is to become more healthy, both physically and mentally. Therefore, I will:
  • Drink water. To be honest, I've hardly consumed any water in my 18 years of existence.
  • Exercise. Currently, I am very excited to start training karate in college. I spent my childhood in the dojo, and I hope I can continuing practicing for years to come. 
  • Write. I love writing with all my heart. When I write I am able to see my thoughts on a page, which couldn't be registered in my mind. My goal is to write pieces that other people can relate to, or at least appreciate.
  • Not panic. This is a big one for me. I'm one of the most neurotic people I know. Slowly, slowly I am learning to embrace the parts of me that don't make sense to other people. One day, I want to function normally in society without the anxiety medications.
On this blog, I will record my progress toward my goals and chronicle the days as they come. In addition, I will share the things I write for critique. 2015, here I come!